Dear Diary,

Today is another serious day. Yesterday, was a day that I couldn't imagine would EVER happen.......its so un-real that i'm still in shock i don't want to believe it and i can't. I went to the hospital yesterday with Thanh and Jon because Jason was in the hospital......we just thought he maybe needed surgery or something since he was in the ER.....but we were NOT prepared for the news we got.....it was so DEVASTATING ..........so unbelievable....we were the first to show up at the hospital..........and it just brought us to our knees....they told us he DIDN'T make it....and just hearing it i still can't believe it happen.......it's too crazy....

But my lesson to anyone is.....don't take advantage of anyone around you because you just NEVER know.....Jason's death was out of no where and sudden......devastating so sad unreal and unbelievable....